Trying

I am trying so hard just to save. I have no money and It seams like I buy something that i dont need and it PISSES ME OFF!

I want someone to hold on to money for me but I dont want them to give it to me unless i am getting a computer or the I phone. 

When I get a paycheck it semas like i have if for a bout a second then WHAM it is gone! FML I am so sick of this feeling like i have nothing. 

When my next paycheck comes i want to put like $30 in a box and keep doing that every check but I have to pay my dad and i have to pay Andrea back. 

FML