I have this feeling that i am not going to be enough for anyone. I know that boyfriends are not all they are cracked up to be. Most would say that they are overrated but for me i have never experienced it before. I want to know that someday i will have someone that loves me for who i am. Its not that i want one now (even tho i do) i just want this feeling that i am going to be alone FOREVER!
I need to stop obsessing over stupid stuff that is not going to happen..... I don't have joy anymore. I am crabby all the time, I want change but i want things to stay the same, I want to get out of this mold and live.... Pack up and go that is what i really want to do. i know that i would miss so many people and more than likely come back within a week but what if i don't.. what if i love it.....
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